Dear Austin guy

The lack of closure hurts. I'm not sure if you know that. I'm not sure if you knew how much it'd hurt me by leaving out of the blue. I gave my entire heart to you, and you took advantage of that. I was left confused. The pain in my chest was too much. I would distract myself by making plans with friends, but I'd lose sleep crying at night. Those around me saw and felt my heartbreak, but they couldn't do anything to help. Because of you, I felt so much self-doubt. I wondered what I did wrong. But as I reflect on the time between us, we wouldn't have worked out. I got swept away in the moment and chose to ignore certain things because I wanted us to work out. Although I was left with so much heartache, I guess I can thank you for this life lesson. I learned about myself and grew from this experience. Even after all this, I do wish you and your friends luck with your start-up.