Dear Lime Scooter guy

To the friend who sometimes felt like more than a friend, here are the things I wish I could’ve told you

You're such a down-to-earth person who doesn't care what others think of you. You walk with confidence.

Your scent is magnetic. It's not overpowering, and it's a good balance of masculine and feminine. I was drawn in.

I appreciated your gentlemanliness. You opened the door for me. You covered my head in the rain when we first met. You paid for me multiple times when I was really okay with splitting.

I think it's entertaining to watch you wander. You seem to just dilly dally, but I think it's cute.

I associate Ariana Grande's song Twilight Zone with you.

I felt a lot of sadness when you texted me less and less.

It makes me sad to think about how our friendship was short-lived.

I'm not one to be comfortable around others easily, but it was easy with you from day one.

I liked the banter between us and the playful bullying. It was endearing bullying.

I met you when I knew you had someone else on your mind.

I regret asking you for her name.

Is it that I fell for you? I'm not sure. But I know I can't have you. I'm leaving soon.

You confused me with your words and actions. We said we're friends, but sometimes it felt like more.

Although you're not obligated to text me, I felt disappointed when you didn't.

I want to hang out with you more before I leave, but it feels like I’m the one to keep reaching out first.

Although the sadness looms over me, I don't regret getting to know you. I wouldn't change a thing, because I genuinely enjoyed your presence.

When I was around you, all my thoughts about Austin guy went away. The pain I've been storing had gone away because with you I felt happy.

I wish we still hung out as friends. I had a lot of fun doing simple things with you.